It is the day when I am reminded that a lot of people do care for me. I am very grateful to have them by my side
Thank you, guys…
Shao, Joyce for the pizza treat and accompanying me though you guys are rather tired... and the thing I can use after jogging (though I have not receive it yet :P)
Lanbing, Shurui and Dashun for the ty doggie, spending time with me at Dashun's house for mahjong
Dashun (again) for tolerating my nonsense and the arcade treat though you don't really like haha and accompanying me while waiting for Joyce. Haha you demoted to tissue paper le...
My sis for the super big and ex pencil case... very hao kan..
My mum for the clothes hee
(the above happened on 29th)
And all the people who send their regards
Mei
Usha
Anju
Peiying
Ruirui
Huiqi
Xiaoli
Shangzhi
Looling
Janice
Ting Ting
Yanqi
Seokhui
Sara
korkor
Peizhi
Lynn
(on the 30th)
Nothing much happened on my birthday... Stark contrast from last year's... I can't help but feel a bit lonely... I know there will be a very big difference... But I didn't really expect the day to pass so insignificantly...
Yeah I am ranting off... must the jap anime again lah... making me cranky..
Thing Don't Always Go The Way You Want
I have been very emotional for the past few days. Rollercoaster... Tried a lot of things that I have never done before.. I feel as if I have a lot of things to say but don't know what to say.
I always thought that I was lucky that in my life I always have people to take care of me, at home, in school... But I dunno the extent of luckiness I have... Here, I don't think I can find someone who is willing to sacrifice as much as what my good friends did for me in school and no one can beat how much my parents do for me. All I need to do is maybe whine a little, sa sa jiao.. Sometimes I don't even have to say or do anything, they would have come to help already. Now a lot of things have to be done alone. Is this called independence? I don't really like this... Don't like this type of solitude... I miss my friends!
I want to be caring, understanding, helpful, supportive, yet I know a lot of things I don't do... maybe not much can be expected from me... my inertia for certain things are simply too high... maybe one day I will change but definitely not so soon... maybeI am simply not good enough...
- as told by
qin ning @ 8/18/2005 09:34:00 pm
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Friday, August 12
Sick
Yesternight we had inter-wing Galaga game(Something like street soccer). My wing's girls won it!!! Was cheering for them... Then my brother wing played 3 super exciting matches. The whole day ended at one plus, only get to sleep at 3 plus.. Screamed and shouted a lot during the matches. Then my throat felt sore, I thought it was because of the screaming. Little did I know that when I woke up this morning, my throat felt as if it had inflammation... It still hurts like mad now. Can't speak with my normal voice, otherwise it will be very painful. Then pon half a lecture and 2 tutorials in the morning to rest. In the afternoon, I went for math lecture. Argh, was feeling feverish, so skip the next physics lecture. Took a panadol(I normally don't) and some rest again. Feeling better already but I guess I will skip tomorrow's Aikido and the tuition lessons. Don't think I am still up to it. Ya.. Being ill sucks, especially having a sore throat.
- as told by
qin ning @ 8/12/2005 07:25:00 pm
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Wednesday, August 10
Long Time No See
All lot of things have happened in the period of MIA.
Some updates about me first:
Now starting the 3rd week in NTU, still adjusting to university and hall life. Got my laptop (am using it to type this), Fijitsu Lifebook S7020, the one most people bought, dunno how long it can last me. Hall life: I am not onz in my wing. Dunno why just dun have that onz feeling unlike when I am with my CBE camp OG group. I joined Akido as an ECA and will be learning yoga every Wednesday. Haha trying to learn new things :)
Ruoxi has already gone to US. She just sent a SMS to say goodbye, just like what JM did last time. So I am more able to understand why she choose this way. It is the easiest way, no sad goodbyes, no crying. Easier to leave... Just that it has been since a very long time I last saw her, now I won't know when I will get to see her again...
The rest of the thoughts I have is not suitable to be posted here... Good Night!
- as told by
qin ning @ 8/10/2005 12:28:00 am
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