<body><script type="text/javascript"> function setAttributeOnload(object, attribute, val) { if(window.addEventListener) { window.addEventListener('load', function(){ object[attribute] = val; }, false); } else { window.attachEvent('onload', function(){ object[attribute] = val; }); } } </script> <div id="navbar-iframe-container"></div> <script type="text/javascript" src="https://apis.google.com/js/platform.js"></script> <script type="text/javascript"> gapi.load("gapi.iframes:gapi.iframes.style.bubble", function() { if (gapi.iframes && gapi.iframes.getContext) { gapi.iframes.getContext().openChild({ url: 'https://www.blogger.com/navbar/7515186?origin\x3dhttp://bluehaert.blogspot.com', where: document.getElementById("navbar-iframe-container"), id: "navbar-iframe" }); } }); </script>


+ + Me
A girl that is changing to suit the environment, learning to be more of a social person

+ + Links
|-=DeViLs=-|
Chinyaw
Jelvin
Jingling
Joyce
Lee Pei
Peizhi
ShaoPin
Weihan
Weili

+My photos

+ + Archives
July 2004
August 2004
September 2004
October 2004
November 2004
December 2004
January 2005
February 2005
March 2005
April 2005
May 2005
June 2005
July 2005
August 2005
September 2005
October 2005
November 2005
December 2005
January 2006
February 2006
May 2007
June 2007
April 2008
May 2008

+ + Credits
Brushes

__________________
Designed by:cherish-

Thursday, December 23

SHIT! A told B about the date... Now B is so damn hurt and I don't how the hell to help her. Stupid, shitty X. I feel like giving him a thrashing! How can he treat a girl like this? Going into a relationship for that long and not knowing whether he like the girl or not! Damn pissed at that guy! How can I help her? She is hurting so much now. Hope she can get over it soon... * I apologised for the not so refined language
- as told by qin ning @ 12/23/2004 06:32:00 pm | (0) comments

More than 2 years ago, Guy X found out that he liked Girl A and told her about it. A did not accept him. More than a year ago, X got attached to B, a friend of A. A few months ago, they broke up and it is the guy who initiated it. A few days ago, A and X went out for a date but A found the feeling quite weird and not quite right. B is still trying to nurse her wounds from the break-up. Now, only A, X and I know about the date (I think) and B was asking with whom A went out. I think B suspected something. I just hope I will not say anything that will hurt her. * names are changed to protect privacy
- as told by qin ning @ 12/23/2004 10:37:00 am | (0) comments

Yesterday, I went to watch National Treasure with ZM and Angel. It has been quite a while since I last saw Angel. Woah. Think she has become even more chioer. The show is totally worth the money paid for it. Later, Joyce and Shao joined us for dinner. I think Shao was quite disappointed to see so few of us as Toon and PQ did not turn up. After ZM and Shao left, the rest of us went to BK to sit and chat. Haha Angel improves and speaks more now. I've got to know something that I don't know whether I want to know or not as if I accidentally spill it out, someone will get hurt. Then I told them what they need to know. And I've decided not to study in these four months.
- as told by qin ning @ 12/23/2004 10:27:00 am | (0) comments

Wednesday, December 22

Hmm... I am not important at all.... If you are given a chance, would you choose to study or to work? I still don't know what to go for now because money is such a huge factor now...
- as told by qin ning @ 12/22/2004 10:27:00 am | (0) comments

Saturday, December 18

I think too many people have told me to make sure his feelings... I have made many decisions based on my mind and my instincts. Sometimes I'm right, sometimes I'm wrong. But whatever the outcome, I don't think I'll regret following my mind what tells me. I've got my reasons not telling my parents... I've got my reasons for doing certain things...Hopeuunderstand
- as told by qin ning @ 12/18/2004 01:44:00 am | (0) comments

作詞：梁文福　作曲：黃明洲　編曲：黃中岳 她來聽我的演唱會　在十七歲的初戀　第一次約會 男孩為了她徹夜排隊　半年的積蓄　買了門票一對 我唱得她心醉　我唱得她心碎　三年的感情　一封信就要收回 她記得月台汽笛聲聲在摧　播我的歌陪著人們流淚　嘿　陪人們流淚 她來聽我的演唱會　在二十五歲戀愛　是風光明媚 男朋友背著她送人玫瑰　她不聽電話　夜夜聽歌不睡 我唱得她心醉　我唱得她心碎　成年人分手後都像無所謂 和朋友一起買醉卡拉ＯＫ　唱我的歌陪著畫面流淚　嘿　陪著流眼淚 我唱得她心醉　我唱得她心碎　在三十三歲真愛那麼珍貴 年輕的女孩求她讓一讓位　讓男人決定跟誰遠走高飛　嘿　誰在遠走高飛 我唱得她心醉　我唱得她心碎　她努力不讓自己看來很累 歲月在聽我們唱無怨無悔　在掌聲裡唱到自己流淚　嘿　唱到自己流淚 她來聽我的演唱會　在四十歲後聽歌的女人很美 她靜靜聽著　我們的演唱會 很感人的一首歌. 我发现当我有很多感触时,我就会post歌词.
- as told by qin ning @ 12/18/2004 01:05:00 am | (0) comments

Friday, December 17

Siblings are the next closest people to you after parents, but I have seen siblings quarelled and have their relationship strained so badly that one party dislike going back home. I feel so sad for them to become like that and at the same time glad that my sister and I are not like that. Just hope one day they will stop and see the big picture and stop hating each other... Parents, I think, have sort of contributed to this type of sibling rivalry due to bias, unfair treatment/ punishment meted out when they do not know the real issue. I just wished humans are less complicated... There is too much backstabbing, even with relatives, and all those bad stuff around in this world... think u worried too much lo... she cared a lot for u one... she is also worried that u dun care for her also... doubting her may be a bit unfair to her cos u are not trusting her esp a relationship for this long period of time. eh then maybe gng (someplace) will let her understand how she is feeling better... but tink there is no need for u to worry la... from some of the probs/worries she told me... This is what I told a guy who is worrying too much.... This msn conversation sets me thinking about a lot of things... About what the girl had told me when she was feeling insecure...About how I become her consultant (like I'm very experienced like that)... But I just hope that I have successfully made them feel better and more confident about their relationship. Do I make any sense in this entry? There is too much going through my mind now...
- as told by qin ning @ 12/17/2004 11:37:00 pm | (0) comments

作詞：李正帆　作曲：李正帆　編曲：五月天　和聲：瑪莎/阿信 寧靜的夏天　天空中繁星點點　心裡頭有些思念　思念著你的臉 我可以假裝看不見　也可以偷偷地想念　直到讓我摸到你那溫暖的臉 寧靜的夏天　天空中繁星點點　心裡頭有些思念　思念著你的臉 我可以假裝看不見　也可以偷偷地想念　直到讓我摸到你那溫暖的臉 知了也睡了　安心的睡了　在我心裡面　寧靜的夏天 知了也睡了　安心的睡了　在我心裡面　寧靜的夏天 寧靜的夏天　天空中繁星點點　心裡頭有些思念　思念著你的臉 我可以假裝看不見　也可以偷偷地想念　直到讓我摸到你那溫暖的臉 那是個寧靜的夏天　你來到寧夏的那一天 知了也睡了　安心的睡了　在我心裡面　寧靜的夏天 知了也睡了　安心的睡了　在我心裡面　寧靜的夏天 ★☆歌詞轉載自『六一歌詞庫』　 http://so61.com/ 我弟弟蛮喜欢的一首歌.
- as told by qin ning @ 12/17/2004 05:55:00 pm | (0) comments

This is the photo with Toon Lee... quite shuai right... got the bad guy element... hehe... the rest of the photos will be uploaded to http://bluehaert.fotopic.net/

- as told by qin ning @ 12/17/2004 05:42:00 pm | (0) comments

Friday, December 10

Haha I've got 2 chalet to go to this month! 13-15th Dec: Judy's chalet/ badminton chalet 28-30th Dec: 4D chalet. Thanks to Joyce who initiated and booked it. Yeah! Going to have loads of fun!
- as told by qin ning @ 12/10/2004 11:46:00 am | (0) comments

On the way back home from hotel yesterday afternoon, Anqi and I had a long chat. We walked twice the distance to reach my house from the bus stop. The only thing I can do is to accompany her as much as possible as I do not have the answers to the questions. The chat made me realise how difficult it is for two person to come together, to get to know each other. Timing, place, courage, fate, luck, understanding, beliefs... They are just some of the factors. I guessed I've been lucky. Actually, I had set a deadline, telling myself that if nothing significant was going to happen by my birthday, I would just forget about everything. Somehow either fate, luck, or whatsoever has made something happened on my birthday. Time will solve everything.10days since we last met
- as told by qin ning @ 12/10/2004 10:28:00 am | (0) comments

At the hotel room, Lynn passed letters to everybody. I've got the longest one in which she told me a lot of things. I guessed the way I treat things and the way I put my feelings and emotions all over my face had hurt her many times. 总觉得我在这两年来亏待了她. But I am glad that there is still friendship between us.
- as told by qin ning @ 12/10/2004 10:28:00 am | (0) comments

Actually, there was nothing much during prom... Just loads of photo taking and my face felt so stiff from all the smiles. The food was okay. The first person I met when I reached was Toon Lee. Whoa! He dyed his hair and looked rather shuai with the bad boy element in his appearance. (maybe I can put up the photo I took with him and Ben later) Weixian looked so different that I almost could not recognise her...I cant help but feel lonely After prom: After so much preparation, it just ended like that, I can't help wondering if it is worth the effort... At the hotel room: Stoning around, playing cards, chatting, playing the number game, lazing around, soaking our feet in the bathtub haha...
- as told by qin ning @ 12/10/2004 10:28:00 am | (0) comments

Monday, December 6

Today, I went to watch The Incredibles with Xiaoli and Judy. The show is very nice (unlike what someone said) with a nice mixture of funny, touching, amazing scenes. The scenes of Mr Incredible and Elastigirl quarrelling made me smile because it highlights how married couples quarrel over the minor things (even while saving people )It is possible to see through the minor details the amount of hard work and effort the director spent to make the characters as real-life as possible. No wonder somebody said that the show is incredibly nice.
- as told by qin ning @ 12/06/2004 11:00:00 pm | (0) comments

Sunday, December 5

This year's experience is a lot different than last year's and it is not so good. Something is missing in this year's experience but nevertheless still fulfilling because I have learnt a lot of things. Now I know how much it hurts if you try to help someone or do your best to help that person and the person does not even appreciates it.
- as told by qin ning @ 12/05/2004 09:31:00 pm | (0) comments

Really... What more can I ask for? I have got someone who is willing to wake up at 2 plus a.m. just to be my alarm clock, waking up earlier than me, even though I am the one who had to wake up at this unearthly hour. Hmm ya... thanks a lot!
- as told by qin ning @ 12/05/2004 09:17:00 pm | (0) comments

_________



Get awesome blog templates like this one from BlogSkins.com