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Friday, July 30

Life is very stressful and tiring for you. Please take care of yourself. Please do not fall ill.
- as told by qin ning @ 7/30/2004 09:41:00 pm | (0) comments

Saturday, July 24

I've been at two birthday parties in two consecutive days. First was Huiyian's. A pleasant surprise for her. Think all of us quite envy her to have such a guy who cared so much for her. Then was Kenneth's. Another party planned by the other half. Both parties were cool. Fun in different ways. Both of them very xing fu.
- as told by qin ning @ 7/24/2004 11:55:00 pm | (0) comments

By chance I got to watch Brotherhood today. A highly recommended movie to watch. Very touching and sad. The brotherly love: how the two brothers who were willing to sacrifice themselves for the safety of the other, especially the elder brother. The family love. The death of many innocent civilians. The cost of war. There were guys who watched and cried. We noticed two guys who didn't leave the theatre. Then we saw one of them dabbing his eyes with his sleeve. Haz think they don't dare to leave the theatre too soon for people to see that they cried. The movie is really very very nice. For people who intend to watch it please be prepared with tissue paper. My eyes are still sore now. And oh yah the male leads are very shuai!
- as told by qin ning @ 7/24/2004 11:46:00 pm | (0) comments

Wednesday, July 21

With the never ending pile of work that is given to us, can see that a lot of people are very stressed over it. More bad moods and outbursts around. It isn't very good as it is going to a vicious cycle. Just hope that nobody will quarrel at this period of time. Feeling rather robotic these few days, doing the same thing practically everyday. Wake up at around 6 plus. Wash up. Have breaksfast. Flip Today. Go to school. Reach school. Chat a bit. Go for assembly. Go for lessons. Have lunch. Go for lessons. Go home. Reach home. Have dinner. Watch a bit of TV/ go online. Bathe. Maybe do a bit of work/ read a book. Sleep. Repeat again. But then again, a lot of things have and had happened. All very random, affecting me in one way or another. Now I'm just plain tired. I need a break! If he doesn't care, why is he so nice to me? But then again, isn't him very nice to all his friends?
- as told by qin ning @ 7/21/2004 05:19:00 pm | (0) comments

Monday, July 19

Today, I find out that it is possible for a person to make you feel touched and hurt within a few hours. Shan't elaborate on what happen. It feels like riding an emotional rollercoaster. Very irritating. How can I let a person control my emotions so easily? I know it is selfish of me to pull a long face but I just cannot smile at that time. Sorry.
- as told by qin ning @ 7/19/2004 08:58:00 pm | (0) comments

Saturday, July 17

When I was going for my weekly badminton sessions with the uncles, I was wondering why I like badminton so much. It wasn't like this in my sec school life. I realised the badminton team in nj really changed me especially my passion for badminton. Our coach. I don't think there is another one that is like him. Someone who cared so much for us in terms of our skills, health, studies etc. Someone who understands our constraints, our problems etc. Think that we owe him a lot. The team. Think when compared to the seniors and juniors, we are the more bonded ones. We are a group of fun-loving people who enjoyed everything we've done together, be it trainings, outings and all others. We've supported each other, consoled one another... I'm just glad that I belong to this team.
- as told by qin ning @ 7/17/2004 11:40:00 pm | (0) comments

Whenever I finished a game of badminton, my uncle will tell me where are my weak points and mistakes. Sometimes, some of the uncles there will do likewise. Then today, as usual, they tried to correct me. I was very surprised when one of the uncles came and tell me that I've played well today. Think that he pitied me because so many people were sort of critising me. At that moment, I was quite shocked and touched at the same time. After all I am just a girl there making use of their money to play badminton and they know me for a very short time, yet they cared for me in a sense, just that they showed it differently.
- as told by qin ning @ 7/17/2004 11:30:00 pm | (0) comments

Friday, July 16

These few days were very tiring and my mood not very good. Somehow although I slept at 9+ practically everyday, I can't help but yawn a lot during lessons. Think I did not have enough quality sleep. I had dreamt of a lot of people especially the class, like Usha etc... Wish I could shut Shileng up. Hope he listens to me and ask Shileng to stop. Tired of a lot of things, wish I can just quit.
- as told by qin ning @ 7/16/2004 10:10:00 pm | (0) comments

Thanks for caring although u might not think it is a big thing, just a small gesture. And u may not know, it matter to me...
- as told by qin ning @ 7/16/2004 09:42:00 pm | (0) comments

Tuesday, July 13

Just when i decide to give up and forget, somehow my hope will rekindle again. Sick of this.
- as told by qin ning @ 7/13/2004 09:30:00 pm | (0) comments

Saturday, July 10

What will a group of adults do when there is a teenage girl and a teenage guy among them? I think the answer is matchmake them. Some adults will do it openly, some will try to do it subtly...At least this is what I think. Today followed my uncle to play badminton. There is a sec school guy present also. Then his father sort of made me pair with that guy to play doubles. Then later made us play singles... Not the first time already. Dunno if the father knows that if I am older. Or is it I read too much to his actions? Hahaz Think one of the reasons I love ocean's song much is because I xiang wang you zhe yang de ren lai teng wo.
- as told by qin ning @ 7/10/2004 11:41:00 pm | (0) comments

Friday, July 9

Today there is an almost 4 hr break before bio consolidation lecture which starts at 5:15. Didn't want to stay at school, so joined jelvin, alwyn, and shileng to KAP for lunch. Then realised that exactly one week ago the same four people were having lunch together. Alwyn as usual was being crappy and lame... But he was not supposed to eat any land animals today but he tried to act blur and picked up a nugget to eat. When i saw it, i asked him what was he holding. He tried to hide it. Come to think of it, his reaction was quite funny. When the other two guys know about him eating the nugget, he gave a even funnier explanation; saying that he thought that the nugget was a fries, then accidentally picked it up and ate it... Then jelvin, being gullible, (paiseh if u are reading this) believed that alwyn forgot that he was not supposed to eat nugget, that's why he ate it. Anyway, he ate 3 nuggets... Then, after we finished the food, we started mugging. Then shileng left first for his board meeting. Shortly after that we left also. and ya alwyn sort of suan me today but can't be bothered by him. was rather worried about him. hope he takes good care of himself.
- as told by qin ning @ 7/09/2004 09:46:00 pm | (0) comments

Tuesday, July 6

Today, we got back maths paper and gp essay... essay my normal grade loh. Then maths broke my record loh. My first E. To think that this is the test that I work the hardest to get this type of lousy grade. hiaz lucky I quite zheng qi today, did not cry. I've made up my mind long time ago that i will never cry over grades cos it is not worth it. hiaz... But never mind cos everything happen for a reason. But I can't take another blow, so... Cross my fingers for other subjects. As usual, he did very well for maths.
- as told by qin ning @ 7/06/2004 08:18:00 pm | (0) comments

Monday, July 5

Went to wenhao's hse which is at Simei for seniors' farewell. The food was not bad... But can't see much effort from the juniors. The presents were not ready... Food, they got dh's mum to prepare. things available for us to do: watch vcd, play with wh's dog, play cards, play ps2. Moreover, we did not even have the chance for the whole team to come together to play and interact. There was just small little grps playing among themselves. I was playing bridge. yupz. Was quite disappointed. But still, it's a day to relax.
- as told by qin ning @ 7/05/2004 11:34:00 pm | (0) comments

Today, I'm going for the seniors' farewell party... So happy can have lots of fun. Sad cos ya it's a farewell party... Hope they dun spend too much money cos I've heard that they are catering food... Hope the year ones will be as or even more enthu and committed as us. I will update about it later if I dun reach home too late.
- as told by qin ning @ 7/05/2004 09:49:00 am | (0) comments

Saturday, July 3

hahaz it works. hahaz. think it looks nice. hahaz. slowly learning abt html already... but i dunno how to change the colour of the links... shld go and ask cos the links are ugly..
- as told by qin ning @ 7/03/2004 12:23:00 pm | (0) comments

just testing out
- as told by qin ning @ 7/03/2004 11:38:00 am | (2) comments

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